Jeanine Childs
November 22, 1969 - February 22, 2018

"Dear Jesus I love you and I love Jeanine please make her happy as she is my angel please don't forget about me as I miss you both the biggest reward for me will be when I see her again and I tell her I LOVE YOU JEANINE CATHERINE CHILDS DE MACEDO"

"Dear Jesus I love you and I love Jeanine another day goes and I love her and miss her so much i feel like am living a nightmare and soon it will be over , However every morning it starts again i love my wife so much, she was and is so kind and loving all my memories of her are beautiful as she made me very happy and I hope she remembers me being by Jesus this world is not the same and it will never be , the sun used to shine and the moon was was so pretty not anymore as there are many people like me that once they lose their other half life is never the same if you love someone always be by their side and tell them how much you loved them and bring them confort and security Jeanine with Jesus permission i write to you I love you yesterday, today and tomorrow without you i will never be happy as you are my sunshine and my moon and my strength the kitties miss you as well as they are by the door waiting for you the same as i am when i go please come for me as i don't want to get lost and live without Jesus and you for now i will carry on only with my faith in Jesus as i never question him i know your happy with him and your Dad and your and my family i cant wait to see you until i see you again your husband Macedo Childs"

"Dear Jesus I love you and I love my wife so much, I miss her every second and the pain never disappears when love is pure it never goes away she was my angel my love and my universe another Friday and I go to the house as my home is with her without my wife all I have is a house not a home , I hope she is doing well and she is smiling being with you and our loved ones truly said in the bible that our rewards will be given to us in the other life not in this one nothing is more valuable than love and helping one another for those who love money and cars and expensive things I tell you that you are not happy as the only happiness I see is loving your loved ones and if you where blessed with riches nothing is more valuable than helping the needed anonymously as when you help them and they smile as they are suffering misfortunes in this world you are getting closer to God as this is what live is all about helping and loving one another that is why I love my wife Jeanine so much she made me a better man and nothing can change that My Lord please make her smile and I cant wait to go home with you and Jeanine Macedo Childs"

"Dear Jesus I love you and I love my wife another Friday passes and I go to the house that is now empty as Jeanine is not there I don't know how long they will allow me to keep on writing to you through this site My wife was all my happiness and she was my American Dream I found love and a beautiful and loving woman who cared for all , she helped all I need humans and animals and also try to help the planet Fridays are the toughest as now I go to the weekend where I used to see her more when she was tired I was happy to see her sleep as she had all my heart and I was the luckiest man alive , as I see the world now we need more people like my wife she is kind and caring and humble to you and willing to help all in need she never ever judged people for any reason and she taught me how to be a better man and how the true spirit of America is all about to always respect and help the needed as well as to save the planet we live in and respect our wild life as animals also are Gods creatures and they have feelings like we do as I go though life i tell you all love so you can be happy and help the needed one as a man of Christ i will wait for my time and if i deserve it my reward will be to finally go home to be with Jesus and Jeanine my wife as remember the rewards will never be in this world the rue rewards come in the next life Jeanine until we meet again "

"Dear Jesus I love you please tell Jeanine specially today l love her more than ever , I miss her so much I just love my wife there is no other words than can express how I feel I cant live without her , my pain is more and more please tell her I love her and one day I will be with her when you call me please don't forget to call me home so I can be with you and Jeanine the love of my life"

"Dear Jesus Hope you and Jeanine are well and blessed with so much happiness surrounded by our loved ones Here we star June and the sun is out, However it does not shine for me the nights are cool and refreshing , However they bring me more sadness as I miss my wife so much all I have now are these letters that I writte to you so with your permission you can show them to Jeanine I miss her and I love her nothing is the same true love never dies and it never goes away, I read the holy book and I hope you allow her to pick me up and be with her for eternity when my time comes I read that marriage ends at death, However with your respect and permission I humbly ask for mine to last for eternity with Jeanine's permission I know we follow the path you have for us and with my heart in front of you and with all respect you have given me the worst pain I could ever carry in my life nothing will ever hurt me as much as losing my beloved wife we smiled, cried and had our discussion , However we supported each other when she was down I tried to cheer her always made her smile with Ice cream and love when I was down her kind words and company made me feel I was in heaven now I am all alone with many friends that stand by me trying to bring me joy, However the sun comes out and it will never shine for me as I lost my wife I waited all my life like her to get married once and we did , we loved each other and I hope you grant me my wish if anyone ever reads this learn from my pain and suffer and love your other half with all your heart don't miss a moment to say I love you and always help people in need as the biggest gift God brings us is love Jeanine on our first anniversary made me make a promise that we would go to the restaurant were we took our small group of friends after our weeding and that we would always on that day would share our happiness with a homeless man and share our happiness with a lunch for him that was the Jeanine's way of life and mine when I see her again boy o boy will I smile again and the sun will shine for me and the nights will be totally devoted to listening to my wife on how her day went Mat God Bless you all Macedo Potato (Jeanine's Husband)"

"Jeanine Dear God please tell Jeanine how much I miss her and love her I thank you for giving me happiness next to her Now I am in the greatest pain and I carry my cross every day I love her so much Now I understand the weight of the cross you carried only mine is lighter as you carried the cross for all humanity please spoil her and lover her as she was always an angel she hardly never got mad and looked at everyone and everything with great love I cant stop thinking on my wife , I just love her to much I thank you Jesus for my happy moments and I hope I see her again soon I promise I will work hard for you up there and my blessing will be to se her again "

"Jeanine it was mothers day yesterday I missed you like every day all I have is these letters to writte to you and tell you how much I love you the worst pain is a broken heart you are my angel , my light , my love , my happiness , my strength all the good came from you now all I have is my faith in Jesus and my memories of happiness and the great pain not to have you for now I pray to God that he will grant me my wish and one day you will come for me as the greatest gift that we get from God is LOVE to LOVE and to be LOVED I was not rich but I was the richest man in the world full of love with you by my side I worked hard because you were my Queen and I tried my best to make you happy I gave you many worries and you were always by mi side the greatest give from God now is to be at your side I love you Macedo Potato your husband"

"Jeanine every day I love you more I miss you so much I came to America in search of a dream and I found it , it was you you are the love of my life nothing in this world compares to the pain of losing your other half in school they called my wife Jeanini Mc Bean and I was Macedo Potato toghether we laughed at life , we fought against odds , we were worried for problems and we gave each other strength to keep on now I am waiting for the day to be with her again I love you so much Jeanine this potato is all alone there can be very good people around me , However my heart is broken and empty I love you hopefully the Lord will call me to be at your side your Macedo Potato "

"I wish I was with you I miss you so much for all of you that read this always love your other half the pain to lose them is so deep it is like carrying the Cross every day be good and love to the fullest and never leave for tomorrow what you can say or do today always tell her or him that you love them"

"Jeanine its been 39 days since you left and I love you more I miss you every day I know your with God and I just miss you so much your husband "

"Susan, my dearest cousin, the loss of a dearly beloved child was the most devastating reality to my husband and I. I remember the heartbreak when Bacil said that he was supposed to die before his children-middle son and then his daughter. But then, even though I could not see his face or hear her delightful laughter as she called my name, I realized the closeness we had shared in the past, over time felt even closer, as if all I had to do was to say their name and they would suddenly appear. I eventually realized though absent in the flesh they were always going to be with me in spirit, and I could finally feel the joy of their constant presence. God bless you, Susan, as you draw closer to your beloved Jeanine! With loving concern, Eva"

"Jeanine, Thank you for sharing your life with us. In our hearts you'll always be. Aldo & Diana De La Haza"

"Jeanine I love you I miss you No te olvides de mi Te amo Tu esposo"

"I love you Jeanine You are my world my life I am lost without you I hope to see you soon You made me the happiest Man Te quiere mucho Tu esposo que te adora "

"To Jeanine's family, "May our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and gave everlasting comfort and good hope by means of undeserved kindness, comfort your hearts and make you firm..." -2 Thessalonians 2 :16"