"One year has passed and the pain of Mom?s death is just as strong. People say it will lessen with time. My selfish side misses the phone calls, the times we had attending plays ,For so many years I would call just before midnight on New Years Eve to celebrate a New Year. I spent 9/11,2001 on the phone all day long. We cried. We talked politics, she loved to ruffle my feathers. We fought but it never lasted long. She was the Super Glue that kept the family together in many ways. She always filled me in the goings on. When a sibling was going through a rough time, I let her know that I would pray for them. I miss her intellect. On the lighter side, I miss ed seeing the QVC box on the porch this past birthday.. Such selfish thoughts. She is in no pain, her mind is free from the stresses of life. My daughter Chelsea asked me yesterday if I knew her favorite memory of her Grandma. She told me that it was the trails and gardens on Granada Terrace. She would spent hours looking for bugs and imagining a faerie type place. All the fun things Mom planned. Easter Egg hunts. The deck with the lights Grandpa built. The sound of the water feature.. Chelsea being ever so practical at 30, doesn?t cry. When I do cry, which is almost every day, she tells me that this is what is supposed to happen. I listen to a song by Robinella called Press On.. I love you Mommy and we shall be reunited just as it is supposed to happen. And yes, I will tookie on you. Moosie Mutt..#6, LaDonna"