"seeing your face one last time knowing I will never see you again shatters my heart into a million pieces beyond repair i will no longer have my sidekick or partner in crime. I will miss you barging in the room and our conversations we would have one-on-one in my bedroom when you came upstairs. I will miss us going shopping together and preparing meals together we always had each other to vent to and always told the other one what they were feeling that we didn't want to share with the people in the house. I did not just lose someone who was like a second mother to me I lost my best friend all over again. I will miss you like no tomorrow and it may take a long time before my heart can heal but know i would never trade what we had or wish for a redo. I will treasure our memories together until we meet again I love you with every beat of my heart."