"David?s Remarks for Mom?s Funeral Service ? October 7, 2020
I am honored to represent many people today with these remarks: Alan and Mary Ann (of blessed memory), Martin and Donna, Michael and Jenny, my wife Mary, and indeed the entire generation of Mom?s nieces and nephews: Ben, Joel, Susie and Danny Kanter, Laura, Steve and Frank Singer, and their respective spouses and families.
What was Louette Weiser like as a mom and an Aunt? She was cheerful, supportive, and eager to let us have fun. She served snacks while we watched football games. She took us to Six Flags and the State Fair. She tolerated late night pingpong tournaments.
She tolerated a bunch of things. Dad could sometimes be a little bit stubborn, and me and my brothers were noisy and occasionally fractious, but Mom almost always kept her cool. We felt loved and supported.
On Monday, during our call with Rabbi Kim, Michael reminded us that Mom had two main pieces of advice for us growing up: first, ask questions; second, try not to feel embarrassed about anything. Put another way: you will probably enjoy life more at every stage if you retain a sense of wonder and curiosity; and you will probably feel better about yourself throughout life if you don?t let other people define what is right for you. At least that?s how I see it now. In retrospect, it?s pretty interesting that her guidance was not insistent on any particular outcome for us, but more about a way for us to approach life.
Mom let us find our way, which is its own gift. While Dad had opinions to share about the way we might want to do something, or a life path that might be good, Mom mostly stayed neutral on these topics, letting us pursue the things we found interesting. As Michael mentioned on our call with Rabbi Kim, Mom had no qualms about a son of hers becoming a performer and a clown (to which Martin dryly replied, ?Which son was that??).
What was it like for Mom to have four boys who took almost zero interest in many of the things she loved, like miniatures and dolls? (A quick side note: Mom strongly encouraged each of us boys to read the book Little Women, but I think she went oh-for-four on that effort.) That must have been frustrating, but we never heard her complain. In fact, Mom was not a complainer about anything.
Somewhere along the way, Mom figured out that she had an amazing capacity to compliment every person with whom she came into contact. This became her super-power. This was her preferred mode of tikkun olam, repairing our broken world. She saw that a small kindness or compliment from her could often brighten the day for the person she complimented.
Here?s the other side of the same coin: Mom understood that a harsh comment to a waiter or a receptionist, or a son or a grandchild, would probably darken their day. Mom didn?t know the song ?Closer to Fine,? but she understood the key line: ?Darkness has a hunger that?s insatiable, while Lightness has a call that?s hard to hear.? Mom always tried her best to hear the call from lightness.
And it couldn?t have been easy for Mom. Like us all, she knew her share (or more) of ?the heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks that flesh is heir to? (as Hamlet would say). But she stayed focused on the positive things in life and in people. And she acted in positive ways. When Alan died, and then Mary Ann, Mom and Dad grieved, but they also stepped up to help support Lauren and Julia. Mom was their adoring Grandmommy, a bulwark of positivity and encouragement.
?Grandmommy? was a role that suited Mom perfectly. She obsessively marked every grandchild?s birthday with a cash gift, the 10-dollar bill usually taped to a card made by Mom herself. She loved, loved, loved her grandchildren and great-grandchildren. They brought her so much enjoyment and delight. Indeed, in the last few days before she died, Estelle soothed Mom by holding her hands, and reciting the names of Mom?s grandchildren and great grandchildren over and over, as a medicinal incantation. Lauren, Julia, Leah, Nathan, Daniel, Leo, Aaron, Sarah, Rachel, Annie, Mary Louise. Over and over. And I think it worked.
Gratitude. Gratitude was as essential to Mom as breathing. She was the lady who momentarily slowed down the checkout lane at the grocery store in order to thank the cash register person AND the grocery bagger.
Mom was so grateful for her big, beautiful family. Grateful for Michael?s family in Buffalo Grove, Illinois, where Jenny was the gracious hostess while Sarah and Rachel delighted her with acrobatic performances, dances, and songs. Grateful for Martin and his family in Oak Cliff, where Donna hosted Passover, while Daniel, Leo and Aaron sang songs and played soccer in the yard. Grateful to me and Mary in Austin, where Mary hosted Thanksgiving and Leah and Nathan would sing songs and play charades.
Grateful to Alan and Mary Ann for family vacations at Tybee Island in Georgia. Grateful to Lauren and Will for innumerable meals and playdates with Mary Louise and Annie. Grateful to Julia and Treeman for making special trips to Dallas to see her. Grateful to all the workers at the Reserve, who served her tasty meals and immediately repaired any problem in her apartment. And so very grateful to all her hospice caregivers, who tended to her faithfully and patiently these final few months.
What was Mom like? Here?s how her dear friend Margie Herbert put it in an email yesterday: Quote: ?I have tried to describe Louette occasionally. It's easy, yet difficult. Simply say all the nicest things there are to say; and use many exclamation points. Yet that has never been enough.? Close quote.
I?ll close by telling you about Mom?s role at the end of her life as Family Matriarch. At the most recent Miron Family Reunion in 2018, Mom was surprised to learn that she apparently was the oldest surviving cousin in the very large extended family. She was pleased to see that almost every attendee, old and young, wanted to say a word to her, or give her a hug. In her modest way, Mom enjoyed being the Matriarch. Of course, family matriarchs have no power and no actual authority. But I like to think of Mom?s reign as matriarch as a reign of tolerance, gratitude, and lightness. A reign of tikkun olam, repairing the broken world, one compliment at a time.
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