"Dad...Im not sure where to start, other than I love you, and truly do miss you.. it hurts me more than there are words, or expressions in the universe and beyond.. I am eternally grateful that the universe provided me that $100 dollar bill I found on the E-Line bus Thanksgiving morning otherwise I wouldn't have probably made it over that day.... But I was able to spend those 3 days with you.. little did I know at the time those would be our last days together for the rest of both our lives... The universe works in strange ways.. definitely was not a coincidence that I was the only person that saw a $100 bill on the ground of the bus, under the very first seat on the E-LINE!.That bus runs right through Aurora (which is where I caught it at).. For the better part of my life I held a resentment that you kind of seemed distant from me yet you were home.. I wish I got over that sooner than I did... Because once I did, I really enjoyed spending time with you. You dont know what you got til it's gone.. . That sentence really hits the head on the nail with you.. I wish more than ever just to be able to spend another day with you . Til we see each other.. I love you so much"