Wilhelmine Anna Fleckenstein
March 24, 1935 - January 22, 2009

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"Mommy today has been 4 years time flys, I miss you so much every day I can sit here today feeling that I did do everything you wanted with no regrets everything isn't perfect but I feel much better about my self and understand that I wasn't my fault, I know you are with me every day and I have changed a lot ,nothing is easy but at the end of the day I take with me your love and know that you are proud of the person I am and that's enough for me it's been a hard and long road and thank god step by step I'm getting better, Me and Ralph talk a lot he's ok and stable and healthy so don't worry Shane is oh so big and smart like you how proud you would be! Johnny & Nicolas are wow big Johnny missing you every day of his days and Nicolas your little German blond blue eyes is 6 feet beautiful and smart as well stubborn like me, And of course johnny is with a beautiful girl how loves and helps him you would love her and yes she's practing English ! She's so talented like you ! Walter is great we have ups and downs but we love each other and stick together ! Omg do I miss you more then ever at Christmas I have contact with Germany and Regina Martina and your sister who loves you as we'll even got intouch with a family member of opi ! Keep me safe and our family tell daddy I love him and opi too ! Miss you mom with all my love your loving daughter ! Ilona"

"Dear mom its now 3 years that you have left me, I still can't believe you are gone I am so sorry that i didn't catch on to the signs @ that i was so ignorant I wish you would have told me but i know you wouldn't because of the way you are !! when you sent me what you did on christmas!! I was so scared and didn't know what to do cause i knew something was wrong ??eather way Im happy that i was on the phone with you have our last words now I really did what i felt was right @ if I did do something wrong Im so very sorry I miss you every day and its been so very hard for me to forgive myself!! I know you do, I just wish i could have been there with you!! We all miss you more then ever and so do your friends @ the club has never been the same !! Mom I know Daddy is there with you and so is Opi Please tell my daddy how very much i have missed him all these years< Im sure he is very proud of me !! I love you and you will always be in my heart and sole!! I wish you could come back but some day we will see each other again!!! I LOVE YOU MOM !!!!!! @ I miss you soooooo much !!! love your Daughter ilona"

"Omi i will never forget everything you have done for me. You were the best grandmother anybody could have ever asked for! And don't worry about me please i can handle anything just like you always taught me. Not a day goes bye that i don't think of you not one single day. I made you a promise and i kept it 100% i am sorry for the way others are behaving but don't worry you will handle everything like you always did for everybody in this family. I love you and miss you so much. I hope you can serve yourself a nice courvoisier extra ice and a splash of coke on me. LOVE YOU ALWAYS "

"We will never forget you! Du warst eine bemerkenswerte Frau und eine liebenswuerdige Tante. Love you!"