Patricia Ann Fox
November 14, 1945 - February 23, 2012

"Momma so sorry this comes a little late. But wanna wish you and all the family who could not be here yet another Christmas, a very merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Its been kinda crazy with work, and preping for Xmas dinner. I even lost track of time trying to keep up with everything. and that was apparent when I got this out late to you, Hoping 2024 will be a better year for me and everyone else. Aunt Carolyn, and Kelly drove back to be with Tracy for Xmas. So glad they will finally get to spend some much needed time together. Hoping they will get to stop by here before they head back home. Brandon finally landed a really good job, and hoping things will finally work out for him for a change. He has had to go threw many struggles maybe this was the break he has been waiting for. well Momma got to go for now gotta work the next 3 days. will try to come back soon, with all my Luv your Daughter Terry."

"11/23/23 Happy Thanksgivin in Heaven Momma to y'all. "

"Happy Heavenly 78th Birthday My Friend. I Sure Miss The Times I Spent With You. Terry And I Need To Get Together. Look My Mom, Dad And My Brother Rick Up To Celebrate Your Birthday. I Miss You And I Love You ! Your Friend, Carol 11-14-2023"

"11/14/2023 Happy Heavenly 78th Birthday Momma. I sure miss you words alone can not tell you how much. I just got home from work so kinda tired. But wanted to wish you your Birthday wish, before I go to sleep. Could you please give Scott a big hug from me and tell him I wish him a Happy Heavenly 58th Birthday. I have had y'all on my mind alot here lately. I know you can see everything so I do not need to go into details. Well Momma I need to get laid down. But Luv you Always and forever your Daughter Terry. will come back online as soon as I can.XOXO"

"well Mom sure you can see the many changes my life has been going through. Bet you would ever see the day Musco would let me go. yes these companies are all the same they suck. But with that being said, I got on at the High School here in town cleaning. Yes back to Custodial but it pays good all health they pay for. My life has been a little crazy. So sorry if I haven't had a chance to get on and chat. As you seen from up there I was a little worried, about having to sell the house all kinds of worries hit me all at once. Well got a coworker comin by to help me get things set up on my phone for work. Hate computers. Well Momma got some things to get done I will try to get back on here again soon. Luv You always, Your Daughter Terry."

"Happy Mother's Day 2023. Momma you are forever on my mind. Still tryin to wrap my head around on how long you have been gone. I miss you so much Momma, the pain has never subsided, the only way I will ever be happy again is when we see each other again. but till then I will continue to go threw the motions. with much luv always your Daughter Terry."

"Hi My Friend. Today, It Is 11 Years You Went To Heaven. It Seems Longer. I Sure Miss You. Terry & I Need To Get Together. Love Your friend, Carol 2-23-2023"

"Feb 14th 2023. Happy Valentines Day Momma. Think of you offten and miss you much. All I have to send on days like this is my thoughts and the words from my heart. Miss sendin you flowers and candy and a card. but the luv I hold inside will never go away. Will try to do a better job of keepin up on ur wall. Luv You always and forever till we meet again. All my Luv ur Daughter Terry."

"Happy 77th Birthday My Friend. I Miss You. Make Sure You Look My Mom & Dad Up To Help Celebrate With You. Enjoy Your Day !! Love Your Friend, Carol 11-14-2022"

"11/14/22 Another year has come and gone with out you. But I still wanna take the time to wish you a Happy Birthday Mom. I still Miss and Luv you more than words could ever say. Please give Scott a kiss and hug for me on his now 57th Birthday. With all my Luv, Your Daughter and his Sister. See y.all on the other side someday."

"Today it has been 10 years you passed. I sure MISS YOU. We had so much FUN. I lost my youngest Brother Rick Feb. 5th, he was only 59 years old. He is with Mom & Dad again. You was a GOOD FRIEND. Love Your Friend, Carol 2-23-2022"

"Mom wanted to say Merry Christmas to You, Dad and Scott. Its another tuff year for me ,but I will figure things out eventually I hope. Boss its doing so good need to call the vet on Monday. I know you must be very disappointed in me I did not put up a tree this year. For the past 2yrs have had a lot on my mind and on my plate. Most days don't know rather to shit or go blind. Well enough of this! I really don't have much to say today just thinking about y'all. Please tell everyone up there Merry Christmas from me. and that I think of y'all often. Luv always your Daughter."

"Dear, Momma I so hope I have not upset you as this year I did not do Thanksgiving dinner. Nor will I put up a xmas tree this year. I have had alot on my plate and on my mind. Between work which by the way stinks, and feeling like Ima not measuring up to life's expectations. No matter how hard I have tried things just don't seem to work out the way I plan so stopped planning anything at all. seem like all my family traditions have been washed down the drain. No one seems to have the time when I have tried to plan anything or my plans interrupt someone else's plans, so why plan anything at all. I sure miss the ol days when life was much simpler. Yes sometimes we had to driver all the way to Grandma and Grandpa's for Thanksgiving and Xmas before You planned our meals at home but we still celebrated them on the day of and we spent alot of quality time together. It wasn't just eat and run, we visited we played card, or dice games. I sure Miss the ol days.Life was better back then it wasn't all about electronics in your face when the time to visit was in place. Todays times its hard to have any kind of conversation because its all about electronics in your face. Or Ima to busy, don't have time. back in the ol days we made the time and we were never to busy to make the time. This whole new generation SUCKS. Its kinda funny to sit and ponder life, and to think how far back in time how much closer people and families were then, then they are today. Today they are purdy much caught up in there own little worlds to see the bigger picture and to try and carry on family traditions and not just pick and choose who they want to do this with. I have felt so outta the loop and its hard to say how Ima feeling with out upsetting anyone or hurting feelings. Cause I already know how that feels. And I won't mention any names but very upset with one of the grandchildren I know you see from heaven so you are aware who Ima talking about. Well enough about this Ima sure you see how well the spare bedroom is comin along. Its almost finished. well please don't be disappointed in me for how I've been feeling and I will visit you on here again soon. with all my Luv your Daughter Terry."

"Happy 76th Birthday My Dear Friend. I Sure MISS YOU. I stopped down to see Terry Nov.6th. You would be PROUD of HER. She has the house looking NICE. Look my Mom & Dad up so they can celebrate with you for your Birthday. Love You & Miss You My Friend. Love Your Friend, Carol 11-14-2021"

"Happy 76th Birthday Mom Luv and miss you every day. Please tell Scott I said happy 56th Birthday from his Sister. And that I miss and Luv him very much every single day."

"9/19/21 Well Momma as you could see from Heaven our Family Reunion was very samll this year. I was alittle upset that Brandon and the kids did not come. I realize Brandon is dealin with his own issues, But Family gatherings should always come 1st. Iam very upset with what is goin on with Ally and her Dad and others stream lineing Ally is not helpin the situation at all. She don't even call me or stop to vist apparently her life is just to busy for her to take time with me. Things are way different then the ol days. We were never to tired, or to busy to checkin on family, Or call, or stop by. Very ashamed of this society today. Trust me when I say your not missin out on anything. But again you can see it all from heaven. Well Momma gonna let you go for now, but I will come back soon. Luv you always till we see each soon, Luv your Daughter always."

"Happy 2021 Mothers Day to the worlds best Mom ever. My Super Hero! Love and Miss You much till we meet again. Love always Your Daughter Terry."

"Happy Easter My Friend. Seen Rick & Brandon at Rhythm City today. Tim & I decided to eat the buffet at the casino and gamble a little for Easter. Terry your Mom knows how busy & hard you work, she understands. I told your Mom you said Happy Easter to her. I Love You & Miss You. Love Your Friend, Carol 4-4-2021"

"Well I just hit the wrong button and lost everything I just said. so 1st of all I want to say I'am sorry Its been awhile since I got on here. And I am glad your good friend Carol got in and picked up the slack, my work schedule has been nuts been flopping from nites to days and back on nites. It has been a whirl wind of a year, with all this COVID Pandemic goin on. There is no way I forgot about you just got busy. And I have been extremely tired.Coty and Brandons birthdays are comming up Coty will be 31 and Brandon will be 39, man I feel freakin old. well momma I will close for now, but love you always and I will get back on agin as soon as I can. Love you Momma till we see each other agin. love always your Daughter Terry."

"Hi My Friend. It Has Been 9yrs. Today You Went To Heaven. I Sure Miss You A Lot. Thanks To Terry I Was With You To The End. I Think about You A Lot. Will You Give My Mom & Dad A Hug. I Will See You Again. i Love You & I Miss You. Love Your Friend, Carol 2-23-2021"

"Merry Christmas Momma, daddy, and brother Scott. So many things to say but not sure where to begin. so think I'll keep it short, by saying how much I miss y'all. Boss and I spent Christmas at home just the two of us. I had Christmas supper with Rick and Grace the day day before Christmas. It was a nice gathering. Hope 2021 will be a better year. well closein for now, but I will be back another day. Luv always your Daughter, and Sister."

"Hello Momma, just a short note to tell you Abby just celebrated her 10th birthday on the 19th. And Corky's 7th birthday today December 23rd. both the girls got the ears pierced for there bithdays, they were very happy and excited. Well this Christmas will be a very sad and lonely one for me and boss. As we will be spendin it alone due to covid. Some of the family tested positive. I go on Thursday to be tested. Feelin very empty and alone but I will keep my feelins between you and me, as there is nothing anyone can do. Just hope the new year will bring better days ahead and a better new year. well I will close for now but will try to come back on in afew days. Love you always your daughter Terry. "

"Happy Thanksgiving My Friend. Thinking of you today. I stopped in to see Terry awhile back. We had a nice visit. I gave her a elephant ear plant. i Miss You. Love Your Friend, Carol 11-26-2020"

"Happy Belated 75th Birthday My Friend. My Computer Has Been Down. I Was Thinking Of You On Your Birthday. I Sure Miss You. Love Your Friend, Carol 11-20-2020"

"November 14th 2020. Happy 75th Birthday Mom. You are forever in my heart and on my mind every single day that goes by. Still feelin lost with out you here and selfish and wishin you were here. Every day that goes by seems more and more like a struggle for me, there for nothin has changed for me. still workin harder than ever thinkin if I keep workin hard the pain and despair will subside, but it has not. Just want you to know how much I love you and Scott and Dad and the rest of my absent family. The Holidays are right around the the corner and just feelin in the holiday spirit but whats new!!?. But I do want you to know I keep tryin even though most days I don't want to. Well I love you and will be back another day to chat love you love always your Daughter Terry."

"Memorial Day 2020. Well Mom it rained like no other 1st thing this morning. But by the time I was able to make my round to visit You, Dad and Scott it had stop raining. Then it turned off and got hotter then hell out. Y'all was visited by Coty and Nissa and the kids, Brandon and the kids and myself. I cannot speak for Rick and I finally gave up asking and reminding him. So with that bein said I will chat with you later. All My Love Your Daughter. 5/25/2020."

"Well its Mothers Day 2020 Happy Mothers Day Momma. went to the site today but it was cold and windy. So I didn't stay long because it was so cold. But I did pick the weeds outta your plant bed. Love you so much Momma. Today I got news Coty and Nissa are buyin a house. They are so happy and excited and I am too for them. They have waited so long to finally have thing go right for themselves. Well Momma I need to go for now but I will keep in touch with you the best I can. With all my love your Daughter Terry."

"well Mom its hard to believe Coty turned 30 April 10th. Brandon will be 38 the 25th. Not sure where the time went. I just know it went fast, and I ma feelin older and older. I feel like I should say so much more but just not sure what to say. I don't need to tell you about the Coronavirus. As Ima purdy sure you can see all the terrible distruction from where you are. well will close for now,but will come back to say more later. been turin in early as I have to get up early on days for awhile. Love you Momma love always your Daughter Terry. 4/21/20"

"I'm a day late. It has been 8 yrs. Feb. 23 rd since you went to Heaven. I MISS YOU MY FRIEND. I Love You !!! Your Friend, Carol"

"Happy 2020 New years too you Mom. I luv you always."

"December 25th 2019 Dear Mom desided that thanksgiving was such a good deal, we are tryin for our Christmas Dinner as well. Ye we have Brandon,Heather his wife Ally, Chloe,Wyatt and Taylor Heathers daughter. Coty, Nissa, Abby, Corky and Myself. That is alot in your tiny house. And poor boss will have to be sent to a bedroom or my office. Sure wish you and Scott and Dad could be here too. Rick and Grace are havein Dinners at his place. But we manage to get together when we can. I love you so much and miss Y'all dearly. Sure y"all are havein your own celebration in heaven. well sounds like the rest of the group is here. So will close for now be back soon as I can. Love always Your Daughter."

"Happy 74th Birthday My Friend !!!!! Wish you was here to Celebrate it with you. I have all the GOOD MEMORIES. Sure Miss You. Love Your Friend, Carol Nov.14,2019"

"Hello Mom, wanted to wish you a Happy 74th Heavenly Birthday. have more to say but dealing with something right now. will come back as soon as I can. love you always."

"OMG this postin is drivin me nuts. its just not wantin to post this is my 3rd attempt. so Wyatt just turned 6 on the 5th of Sept. This is Saturday sept 7th another family reunion. Kelly and Tom are stayin a few days, its nice to know I can help out. Joe and Deanna are stay out at camp grounds just down from Bobby's. I am sorry its been a while since I have been on here. Did I forget?? no momma Just been busy with work, and tryin to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. well I luv ya, but will close for now hope this post will go threw this time if not I will try again later. with all my luv your Daughter Terry."

"OMG this postin is drivin me nuts. its just not wantin to post this is my 3rd attempt. so Wyatt just turned 6 on the 5th of Sept. This is Saturday sept 7th another family reunion. Kelly and Tom are stayin a few days, its nice to know I can help out. Joe and Deanna are stay out at camp grounds just down from Bobby's. I am sorry its been a while since I have been on here. Did I forget?? no momma Just been busy with work, and tryin to figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life. well I luv ya, but will close for now hope this post will go threw this time if not I will try again later. with all my luv your Daughter Terry."

"OMG I don't know whats goin on, just typed out some stuff for you and the post Tribute did not post. And I have no clue word for word what all I just typed. So lets Try again. I know its been a while since I have wrote to you. Did I forget? no momma just been busy with work, and what else I wanna do with my life. Today sept 7th is another annual family reunion. Kelly and Tom will be stayin afew days with me to help cut the cost of hotel stays. Plus its nice to have family come stay. also your Great grandson Wyatt turned 6 on the 5th of Sept. He sure is growin fast, all the grands are growing. I will come back and tell you all about the family reunion. Luv you always, your Daughter."

"OMG I don't know whats goin on, just typed out some stuff for you and the post Tribute did not post. And I have no clue word for word what all I just typed. So lets Try again. I know its been a while since I have wrote to you. Did I forget? no momma just been busy with work, and what else I wanna do with my life. Today sept 7th is another annual family reunion. Kelly and Tom will be stayin afew days with me to help cut the cost of hotel stays. Plus its nice to have family come stay. also your Great grandson Wyatt turned 6 on the 5th of Sept. He sure is growin fast, all the grands are growing. I will come back and tell you all about the family reunion. Luv you always, your Daughter."

"OMG I don't know whats goin on, just typed out some stuff for you and the post Tribute did not post. And I have no clue word for word what all I just typed. So lets Try again. I know its been a while since I have wrote to you. Did I forget? no momma just been busy with work, and what else I wanna do with my life. Today sept 7th is another annual family reunion. Kelly and Tom will be stayin afew days with me to help cut the cost of hotel stays. Plus its nice to have family come stay. also your Great grandson Wyatt turned 6 on the 5th of Sept. He sure is growin fast, all the grands are growing. I will come back and tell you all about the family reunion. Luv you always, your Daughter."

"Oh my its sure has been awhile since I have sat and wrote to you. Did I forget to? No just been busy with work and tryin to figure out what I wanna do next in life. Well today is our 2019 family reunion. I got to help Kelly and Tom out with a place to stay for a few days.Can't explain how good it makes me feel that I can help. Although It don,t help how much I still miss you. Don't have alot to say but I will come back and fill you in on all the details of the family reunion. Oh P.S thought you would wanna know Brandon says him and Heather are planning on getting married Oct. 5th. fill ya in on that to as soon as I hear more. Love you with all my heart, your Daughter."

"Dear Mom, its been 7 yrs today that you been gone. Things have not gotten any easier some days are just a littler easier than other days. The weather here has been something else, sure in Heaven things are much better. Don't have much to say so I will close for now. But I will be back another time, And as always love you and miss you often. Until we meet again Love always your Daughter Terry."

"My Friend Today It Has Been 7 Years Since You Went To Heaven. I Sure Miss You !!!! I Have All The Good Memories. I Lost My Great Niece Feb. 13th, So Sad Aubrey Was Only 2 Yrs. Old. I Think About You A Lot. Love Your Friend, Carol "

"February 14th 2019 Valentine's Day. Roses will always be red Violets will always be blue but, this ache in my heart will always be there for I miss and Love you. Happy Valentine's Day Mom to you, Scott, Dad and all the rest of the family I miss and Love so much. Love Always your Daughter Terry. Till we meet again!!!"

"January 2019"

"Happy New Year Mom, Scott, Dad and all my other family and Friends who I van not share the New Year with Luv and Miss y'all. will be back at a later date to chat some more. with all my Luv Terry."

"Good Morning Mom wanted to take a few moments before everyone gets up to open Christmas gifts. Its Christmas 2018 I'am hopein you are spending Christmas with Dad and Scott, Grandma, Grandpa, and all the rest of your family and Friends in Heaven. Although my feelings have not changed I still miss you more and more everyday. This year I had to install a new pump and Irrigation system in the basement so I will not ever get water in the basement again. So the said 7 thousand $$$ dollars later. It sure starting to cost to fix the house up but it will be worth it at the end. I got a bit of a surprise I got a beautiful blanket and coffee cup with horses on them of course, from Joe and Deanna. I was so happy to get that from them, on the other hand my heart is breaking I can't afford to do the same in return. Hope 2019 will be a better year for me, financially. Well the troops are awake the gift unwrappin shall begin. So with this bein said I love you always and I will be back for more conversations. Love always your Daughter Terry."

"Happy 73rd Birthday My Friend. I Sure Miss You !!! I'm So Glad I Got To Meet You. I Think About The Times We Spent Together, You Always Made Me Laugh. It Has Been A Year Oct. 20th, Mom Passed, I Sure Miss Her. She Was My Friend Too. Find Mom & Dad To Help You Celebrate Your Birthday. Love Your Friend Carol 11-14-18"

"Happy 73rd Birthday Momma sure wish you were her to Celebrate your special Day. I am feeling some relief getting to see my grandbabies finally after almost a year. Of course I know you can see this from up above. Every hug and kiss I give them I give them one from you too.Well gotta get Abby, Corky, and Aiden up and ready for school. But I will be back in a few days ,as the Holidays are vastly approaching. I will feel empty inside worse then then most days. Luv and Miss you w/all my heart. Luv Always your Daughter Terry"

"Hi Mom, its been a while since I have been on here I know. But as always nothin has changed I still miss you and love you as always. Aunt Liz sure is havein a tuff time with the loss of Brian. But she needs to remember there are y'all in heaven looking out for him. Well not a lot to say on this rainy crapy day. So will let ya go for now, but I will be back soon. hopefully a lot sooner then here lately. With all my love Terry."

"5/14/18 Well Mom I have honestly ran outta words to describe how I feel. On this situation with Brandon. He is obviously out of control mentally and emotionally. I was sitting here thinking how to wrap my head around, how people you help can turn out to be so dark and empty inside. and they do not want to take responsibility for anything they say and do. Its always someone else's fault. You know I told Brandon no matter what happens to make sure to hang on to that rail road job he wanted so bad. Now he knows no one and treats me like gum under his shoes. isn't it funny when someone ya help ends up better than the ones who supported there thoughts and ideas, suddenly don't know you anymore. Sure wish you were here, miss your advise and your help. I'll bet he never even took the time to pay his respects to you on mothers day. Although your not his mother it would have been a good gesture to honor you. Not sure what my next move or thought will be at this point. But i will keep you up dated as time go's. I was sitting out at Mc Donalds for Mothers Day and in walked Jess and the kids that was the high light of my day. Getting to see my other 3 grand babies. well i'll close for now with my thoughts still in disarray. With all my Love your Daughter Terry."

"5/13/18. Happy Mothers day to you Mom. I will be planting some bleeding hearts for you, between you and Scott today. As for me well not sure if I will hear from Brandon at all. He purdy much has nothing to do with your side of the family. I can not change the way he feels. But I'll be ok some how. I'am kinda lost for words right now, so I will close for now, but I will get back to you again. with all my love your Daughter Terry."

"Dear Mom, As you see you have a new visitor as David Garrison has joined you and many other family members. And as you know your grandson turned 36. As I do not understand how he is your grandson when he don't claim me as his mother and told his daughter he was adopted. And Coty now 28, Coty finally got a job. Hope this will help him with his moods and he will be a little happier now that he is working. Don't really have alot to say, just feeling a little blue and empty. I know me not acknowledging Brandon on his Birthday is not right nor something I would do. But he said to stay away and I was dead to him. As far as speaking and making that poor choice for the grandbabies well I won't stop seeing them. Every chance I get I will see them so they don't forget about me. Brandon told Nissa at walmart He never said I couldn't see the kids. Which she replied yes you did. He has said so many hurtful things about me and others he can not keep up with all he has said. And who blocks a child from facebook who wanted to be friends with him. REALLY how low,childish, and cruel. Well I must go got things to do. I'll come back again can't wait to see you on the other side. Love always your Daughter."

"Hey Mom its just me your daughter, its hard to believe you have been gone 6 yrs. for me it still seem like yesterday. Still think about all our talks our fishing and mushroom hunting. Things down here are ok and other days are what they are. your grandson still hates me with a passion, I still have a hard time wrapping my head around all this. He even went as far as telling his daughter he was adopted. the cruelty of his actions just don't stop. well I don't want to grind on this I just want to say how much I love you and miss you so much. So many days I could use you here for your words of wisdom and moral support. But we will see each other some day soon. With all my love your daughter."

"Hi My Friend, Feb.23,2018 It's been six years since you went to Heaven. I sure MISS YOU. I enjoyed our FUN times together. I'm GLAD I was with you that morning you became an Angel. Thanks to Terry & your Family. It meant a lot to me. I lost my Mom Oct.20,2017. I not only lost a Mom I lost My Best Friend. I MISS HER BAD IT HURTS, :( I THINK ABOUT MOM & DAD EVERYDAY. When you see my Mom & Dad will you give them a KISS & a HUG and tell them I LOVE THEM. I wish I could get on their funeral website to leave tributes to them, like on this one. They say when you see a Cardinal in your yard it is a LOVE one, I have Cardinals a lot in our yard I know it is you, Mom, Dad or my Grandparents. I will be talking to you Nov. 14. on your Birthday. I Love You & Miss You."

"Hi Mom, its been awhile since I have been on here. Today Jess is planning on have a Birthday Party for Ally. This will be interesting as Brandon lives only a few blocks from her. Brandon has chosen to continue to treat me like crap so we still are not on speaking terms. As you can see from up above and still refuse to take responsibility for any of his actions. And its still always someone else's fault, ( of course ) and he blames me for everything that go's wrong in his life. guess he thought I brought him in this world just to ruin his life. I know I should't say this but if I know what I know now I would not have had children, or at least not an ungrateful one. well Mom got things to do before I head to wilton to give Ally her gifts for her B-Day. wish me luck I feel I will need it, as I would not be surprised if Brandon will be spying on her. Lots of love I miss you so much. with all my love your daughter"

"well its the day after Christmas. If I would not have taken the time to hunt down the other grandbabies I would not have gotten to see them. I hope they got there presents, but I guess I will not know. I handed the box to Brandon's new girlfriend. she carried it to the house and was hurrying to be somewhere by noon. so got to see the kids for about 60 sec or so. well Mom kinda tired so I will cut this short, but still love you always. Love always your Daughter."

"Well Mom its me again. Just letting you know that Brandon has without a doubt has chosen to not acknowledge my Birthday by way of excuses, or procrastination or plain evilness. I know this may sound petty but what comes around goes around. We all work but I have never not recognized my children's birthdays or any other holidays. One year Grace and I did a big blow out to recognize all the fathers for fathers day. I have been forgiving even when I shouldn't have been just tired of getting hurt. And you know it's bad when your own flesh and blood will go outta there way to deliberately hurt there own. SO DONE WITH THIS CRAP. yes Mom I meant to use all cap letters. am so sorry I was never the perfect parent, but it really wouldn't matter because they would still be so busy tryin to find my faults they can't or won't see there own. Desperately hurting. Well its time for me to close for now with all my love always and for ever."

"Well today I am 55. my only wish is I wish I could spend time with you on my Birthday. Yes Coty and Nissa and the kids are here to make my day special but it would be nice if you were here to. Rick sent me a Happy Birthday text. And no I have not heard a word from the other kid of mine so that means I have not heard from my other grandbabies. He is so full of HATE I don't see there any coming out of this for him he HATES ME that much. But when I am dead hopefully he will see the ways of all his bad choices. and maybe he will see I tried to be there for him as much as one person could have been. as it stands at this point he is not allowed to come to my parting of life. The grand babies are but he is not. Unless by some miracle something changes. Well gotta go get ready for work, but will be back for another chat later. with all my love your daughter."

"Well Mom, its apx 9 days till Christmas and I have not heard a word outta Brandon or the grandbabies. I went ahead and bought them a few things in spite of Brandon's crap. Coty has already told me that he ( Brandon) has no intention on showing up. I am beside myself on what to do with this matter at this time. I am sure it will come to me but at this time I am fueled with fire. You would be very disappointed with his attitude and his behavior, if you where here. He had made himself clear that I am no longer his mother and no longer wishes to see me. Which is fine he better get to looking for his real mother and whatever else he thinks he has lost along his way in life. As I know I have tried to do right by both of the boys. I have traveled along way in life and do not deserve to be treated this way by Brandon or anyone else that comes along. He will be sorry one day,and that one day may come sooner then he realizes. well will close for now, but will keep you up dated as this plays out. But it don't look purdy. I will have a will made out I will be leaving any kind of money to the 6 grand children with very stiff demands. As so I know my wishes will be carried out to my specifications. With all my love your Daughter Terry."

"Hey Momma, Happy Thanksgiving 2017. This year it was different and unique. I had a real thanksgiving in your house. It was a small gathering with Coty, Nissa, Corky, Abby and Aiden. Terri Nissa's mom and her brother John. No Brandon or the grandbabys. So I didn't get to see them on Halloween either. So guessing I won't get to seem them at Christmas either. And it is not from lack of trying. I no longer care what has crawled up his Ass. All I know his children will grow up to resent him later in life. Even if he had to work there was no reason they could not have come for dinner with me and the rest of the family. FAMILY a word that is only important when its convenient. well do not want to dwell on this!! you can see all from where you are please give XOXOX to all in heaven and Happy Thanksgiving 2017. love you always and forever, will be back later for some new up dates. Love always your daughter."

"Happy 72nd Birthday My Friend. We Lost Mom Oct. 20th. Mom & Dad Are Together, I Miss Them Both. I'm Sure You & Mom Celebrated Your Birthday. Love You. :) "

"Good morning Mom. Well today you turn 72 Happy Birthday Momma.I have a lot to say but not feeling up to par. So just wanted to take the time to say the most important thing HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. and I Love and miss you so much. will close for now, but will say more later. Love you always and forever. Love always your Daughter."

"well as you know your grandson Coty and is little family have moved in on a temporary note. Things seem to be goin ok. Coty having much trouble finding a job but it will happen for him soon i am sure. And well no words to exsplain for Brandon sure you can see all the changeing events from above. Not much to say today, as you can see I switched jobs now i am a custodian nites its ok, it pays more and my insurance is paid as well. Well Mom i will close for now but I will get back to you later with all my love your daughter."

"Well as you well know, your oldest grandson is getting ready to divorce. And again he is disappointed in me again. I did not say disappointed in his mother, because he has made me feel repeatedly as though I am not his mother. Again with this not letting me see my grandchildren. No matter what I do its never good enough. And he has pissed his brother off as well. I guess when you miss treat people then the end result is never purdy. I just hate it when people you try to please treat you like shit and make you feel bad and like you NEVER done anything for them. Oh but now if they read this then I am having a pitty party, and I am talking shit. Mom I wish you were here to put the smack down on some dumb ungrateful asses. love you but need to go. P.S hope you seen Chloe had another birthday she is 10. And Wyatt has a birthday coming up the 5th of Sept. Luv you always your daughter."

"Mom this has been one of the most wonderful weeks/weekends i have had in a very long time. As you can see from the heavens there was a wonderful 75th birthday surprise party for uncle Jake. It was wonderful, he was very surprised. And will be more surprised when he thinks he won on a fake lotto ticket. You know just like the one i got you on. But i did give him a real ticket hope he wins. The other surprise was I had my 2nd real house guest. That's right Kelly and her son Zac and Joe and DeAnna all stayed with me. Kelly and Zac came in on a Thursday and will be here till Sunday. Joe and Deanna stayed friday nite. Then I got to spend some time with Ally, Chloe, and Wyatt at the Birthday Party. What a wonderful time. There was alot of people Aunt Liz, Aunt Mary, Aunt Carolyn Debbie and Riley and all there crew. Larry and Annie , Rick and Grace and there crew. Joe and DeAnna, Lucus and there crew. I could go on and on but there was alot and Jason was there. well mom I will let you go and try to get back on here later with all my love your Daughter Terry. P.S Hugs and Kisses to everyone in Heaven."

"Well Mom its 5/25/17 and ia. at Miss Grace's. Today is alot of turn of Events, Today Cisco Graduates and this August I will change jobs. I will give up bein a Para and do custodial work. 15 years of doin the same job and now i will be switchin it up. I will be 2:30 to 11pm. Yes Mom nites I know! Guess if it don't work out I can always go back to doin a Para job. Well Luv ya and will tell you more as it happens luv ya see ya on Memorial day Scott and Dad too. Luv you always."

"Happy Mothers Day 2017. Another Mothers Day with out you again, but all the love I feel for you is still as strong as it was in the beginning of time when you brought me into this world. I miss you soo much. Well as you can see from heaven your grandson Coty and Nissa help me put up my new gazebo for my moms day oh and Tony helped. it was a great day. NO WORRIES Mom, Tony and I are tryin to be friends for Cotys sake and nothing more. Well as you can see from heaven Brandon and Jess are no more. So could you please help me guide Brandon into a better way of life. To make sure he takes the right road for him =self and the kids. For some reason he thinks he needs a women in his life right now. He don't he is stronger than he thinks, he just needs to stop procrastintating and pull up his big boy pants and get to it. well love you and will talk to you later. with all my love your daughter,"

"Well its Easter 2017. We had a nice little cook out and Easter Egg Hunt for the kiddos at Cotys and Nissa's. Brandon and the kids were there along with Rick and Grace. Yes as far as I know Rick and Grace are still maintaining a friend relationship. However Brando and Jess are not. Brandon his trying in some ways to keep it together. But he must find away to find stability for his children and himself. and pull it all together. And not lose sight of what is really important to him. the other will come later AKA another relationship. One don't need it to survive as i am living proof of that.I know its been awhile since i have been on here, but as you saw a tornado hit home, and i am tring to put it all back together. It has not been easy with all the back wash i have had to hear comin from others. it has been most hurtful to me but i just keep movin forward. please give dad scott and all above a hug and kisses for me. Happy 2017 Easter. P.S please look over Merle as he has not been doin well, closing for now with all my love your Daughter Terry"

"Hey Mom, As you can see we had quite the ordeal down here on Oneida ave. We had an EF2 Tornado touch down on our little street that hit clear up to 4th st. yes there was some damage. Rick and Zack were kind enough to come help with what they could. There was alot, and my 2009 HHR was a complete loss. I know you can see it from there,but it sure was different from here. I was shocked to see Cindy Harris stop by. She thought I wouldn't remember her but I did. She said she had not heard about you, she was very shocked. Rick was lucky his place did not get touched. I was so happy for him not to have to go through what I am going through now. well mom I need to get back to work. but will send you more words when I can love and miss you much. With Love Your Daughter Terry, till we meet again."

"Hi Pat, I think about you everyday. I know actually it would be 2:00 am Feb.23rd when you went to Heaven, 5 yrs. ago. It seems longer. I thought since I was up I would go ahead a write you. Tim is going to have surgery on his rotator cuff, My Mom is feeling better from her surgery last Nov. Went with my oldest Brother to his Dr. appoint. last month GOOD NEWS he is cancer free. At least Pat you have no pain. Give my Dad a Hug from me okay. I'll be talking to you again. Love You & I Miss You. :) "

"Well today is 1/23/17. Mom, Rick and the kids are settling in there new trailer. It is a nice trailer but, I wish he could have gotten a house. Today has been kinda crazy. 1st Rick called cause his toilet over flowed. Then Nissa called and I will be missing work tomorrow to watch Cortanna. Because her grandma it in hospice care and not doing well. Then Brandon will be staying the nite because him and jess are not getting along. So nothing crazy about this day. well love and miss you much i will come bak on here at a later date to keep you in the loop. "

"Well Happy 2017 New Years. This was a good nite I stayed home. Shelly Pace came over we made homemade pizza and watched Impractical Jokers. Shelly stayed till 11. we both had colds and we sneezed and sneezed. As you know Rick is off to Texas somewhere. I hope he has enough money to by a place to live. I love my brother BUT Iam also truly disappointed in him. And I am sure you are, your just not here to deal with it. I am done I wash my hands of trying to help him. Its time he grows up he is 50 not 20 something. well i guess ill close for now but love and miss you much. please give hugs and kiss to Scott, Dad, and everyone else. Love You Always And forever. Till we Meet Again."

"OMG to many prints this is what happens when you use your cell. LOL"

"oh crap i printed 3 xs cause i done it from my phone. Iam so silly I will use my laptop next time. its been along week of xmas break, think i will turn in for the nite. Love you Mom"

"almost forgot to tell you that Abby turned 6 on December 20th, and Lil Corky turned 3 on December 23rd. But you already new that while you watch over us."

"I almost forgot Abby turned 6 on December 20th And Lil Corky turned 3 on December 23. But you already new that while you watch over all of us. love you Mom."

"Just remembered to tell you Abby turned 6 on December 20th and Lil Corky turned 3. those girls are growin so fast. But you can look down and see that"

"MERRY CHRISTMAS Mom 2016 Love you. let's hope 2017 is better for me."

"Dear, Mom as you have been watchin over us you know i bought Rick's share of your house from him. I hope with this new revolution It will help Rick out as well as myself. I hope Rick will make good choices for his kids and himself. I have done as much as I can Humanly possible to over come ever hurdle . I still try ever day to make you proud of me, and can only hope that you are. I have tried to help Rick, but Rick needs to find away to help himself. I love my brother but now turnin 50 this year he need to act 50 and not like he is 20. I think Rick is afraid to grow up and that he is growing older. ( but that is Life as we know it.) I still wish every day you were here to help me with things like advice, comforting, and moral support. well its late and i am tired, so with this in mind i will close for now, but will be back in a few days. Luv you and miss you with all my heart."

"My Friend Pat, I'm sorry it took me so long to get on here to Wish you a Happy Birthday. I was Thinking of you on your Birthday. My Mom had surgery Nov.10th and she was still in the Hospital and I have been taking care of her. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND !!!"

"P.S Happy Birthday MOM and Scott. I forgot to put it on here but I did put it on FB. Hope y'all did not mind."

"Hey Mom, Scott, Dad tomorrow is Thanksgiving 2016. As you can see I will be buying Rick out of his 1/2 of your home. I hope him and his kids can take better care of there new home than they did yours. I would like to say I wish this Thanksgiving would be different for me but that don't seem to be the case. I was only lucky enough to have a real Thanksgiving dinner w/ Brandon and Jess when they lived in Durant. Coty and Nissa still go to her mothers the same for Xmas as well. And Rick well that just go's without saying he still never learned how to plan or save. And now that Miss Grace is no longer part of our lives well not sure what to say. Her and I will always be friends and she deserves to be with someone that is sure of them self and more family oriented. Rick just isn't family material. As I am sure you can look down and see. So I will be thinking of you when i eat my Banquet frozen Turkey dinner and my Sara Lee frozen Pie. Sorry I will not be goin out to eat but need to watch my funds as i will be havin a house payment. Please give eveyone in Heaven a Thanksgiving Hug for me. I love you always tell we can chat again or we meet again. Love Always your Daughter Terry."

"well Mom its 9/52016 @ 8:30 pm. Your Grandson Wyatts Birthday. I was so hopein to get to see him on his special day. But it seems I have been handed down another punishment. Cause I have yet to see him. On Chloes Birthday i got to see her just before my bed time. I know you can see everything that is goin on down here. And all I can say is I have tried with all my might to do the right things, to please others regardless who it maybe.Not to mention what is goin on in this house. finding out more and more NOT GOOD. but it seems i'll be movin out so I hope rick knows what he is doin, but I dought it. well Mom it good nite for now. I love and miss you with all my heart. love always your daughter"

"Hello Mom, just wanted to let you know today our Chloe has turned 9 yr old. And again I have pissed off someone. cause I feel privileged I got to speak w/ her for a short time on the phone, and tell her happy Birthday. Cause I sure as hell didn't get to see her. be back to commet more on this matter. "

"Well Mom today you were laid to rest with dad like you ask me to do. I tried to make this day about you, it almost was. I tried to make it as perfect as I could it almost was. Hope you liked the balloon release. just because your with dad I will still do my best to keep up w/ my on line thoughts ect.. Love Always your daughter Terry"

"HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY Mom, Dad, Scott. hope you can see all of the beautiful colors from the heavens. miss and love you all so very much. Terry"

"Today my tears fell just as hard as the rain. the flowers I put down for my mom my dad and my brother things still the same. The hollow feelin inside for my family I miss. love you all till we see each other agin. love you all always and always. your daughter/and sister."

"HAPPY MOTHERS DAY 2016.There is not enough words to say how much I miss and Love you. Love always your daughter."

"HAPPY Easter Mom I Love and miss you. Well it looks another day where people are bein asshole agin. sure don't have to worry about bein missed when I am in heaven with you. anyway love you always. hugs and kisses to my brother scott."

"Today at 2:00 am 4 Years ago you went to Heaven. I SURE MISS YOU !!!! I'm GLAD I can write on here, it makes me FEEL that you are CLOSE BY. I Love You & Miss You !!!!"

"HAPPY VALENTINES DAY MOM 2016. wishin I could give you flowers and candy hugs and kisses. But all I can give you is these few words on line. I Love you, I miss you i wish you were here. I need you to. Love always your daughter. "

"Well today was Ally's 10th birthday party, you would have been so proud of her. she is growing so fast. And Aiden of course is now 9. Today like any other year like any other occasion I felt like I was on the outside looking in. we'll not much to say not feelin the best so guess it's back to bed for me catch up with you later. love you always and forever. your daughter Terry."

"HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU MOM AND ALL WHO I CAN NOT SEE,HEAR, OR TOUCH. I am hoping for a better year. But not counting on it. Love and miss you as always. Will be in touch agin soon and try to keep you posted on any new developments. Love Always Your Daughter Terry 2016"

"Good Morning Mom. Merry Christmas. Not alot to say but miss you as always. There is nothing good here, if anything things just keep getting worse. Ambria had the cops called on rick all because she did not want to mind. I wish you were her to get things back in check. well there is not much to tell you that you cant see. Love you always Mom"

"Hey Mom, no i did not forget your birthday i am just playin catch up and thought it would be nice to wish you a happy birthday on Thanksgiving Day. Today made it extra special because I am so thankful to have you as a mother. And your Birthday is special because you are special. i miss and love you so much, sure you can see all the disappointment down here. But I dont know what else to do outta answers outta just about everything. well dont wanna spoil this so I will close for now and catch up to you later. love you with all my heart. love always your daughter."

"HAPPY 70th BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND !!!!!! :) I SURE MISS YOU. YOU ALWAYS MADE ME LAUGH. I'M GLAD THEY HAVE THIS TRIBUTE PAGE, IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE YOU ARE STILL HERE. MAKE SURE YOU FIND MY DAD, MY GRANDPARENTS, TIM'S FOLKS AND YOUR FAMILY AND HAVE A GREAT BIG BIRTHDAY PARTY. YOU ONLY TURN 70 ONCE. I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU !!!!!"

"PS. The Family reunion went well this year. David and his wife made it back this year. But Donna and Mike did not. Joe Yeggy and his wife stayed at your place. And you could see the poor hospitality the received. They come to stay and visit Rick takes off and abandons his guest. Austin thought he felt the need to knock on his bedroom door to chase them out, "because that was his room and he wanted in there so badly he couldnt wait for them to come out". And I'am certain you could look down and seethe the rest of the dysfunctional messis goin on. THE END. LOVE YOU"

"Hi Mom, I know its been awhile since i have been on here. But i'am sure you can see i have still had alot goin on here some things still have not changed. But some things have. Rick and the kids are down at graces givein me peace and quiet to be able to write to you. As you know Wyatt just turned 2 and Cortanna will be 2 in December on the 23rd And Abby will be 5 on the the 19th. And Chloe just had her birthday in August and turned 8. And well as for me I'am still strugglein as always wishin you were here I miss your advice and your support and guidance. And I also know you see whats going on in your house. And I feel your disappointment everyday that gos by. I have given up on alot these days. I have given up on my brother who refuses to do the right thing when it comes to raisin his kids. And I"am sure you can see the direction they are headin in. They are headed into a future with no structure no boundaries and are set up for failure. There are so many days I cry behind the scenes of life that no one else knowns about, and even if they did many would not even care. The ones the do offer me a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen. Again I'am so tired of strugglin that the tree in your front yard looks better and better every day. I know this would be an easy way out, but I think it would beat the unhappiness I feel every day that gos by. Before I forget Brandon and Jess celebrated there 10 yr anniversary who would have ever thought LOL. Well I Love You w/ all my HEART and I will try to get back with you alittle more than I have lately. but as you can see I work every chance I get to try to get a head. And there are not to many quiet/ me times. Love you MOM."

"Happy Mothers Day 2015. I know if you could be here with me you would. I know you are looking down and can see where i am. and you love me anyway. I do not want to ruin your special day with whats been goin on so i will save my long chat for another bay. Love you with all my heart till my time runs out. and even then i will still love you cause then we will see each other agin. Love always your daughter Terry."

"Dear Mom sorry it took me so long to get in here to say, Happy Easter 2015. to you scott and dad. had trouble with my new lap top, but nissa fixed it. So i apologize for my delay. i feel like i am not getting on her as much as i was,and for that i am sorry. but love you and miss you as much as ever. today is the last day of my spring break then back to work for me. as you know i messed up my boards test a 2nd time. i will try agin later just not now,well i gotta go get back with you soon love you always."

"Hi My Friend Pat, It has been three years today that you went to Heaven. I SURE MISS YOU !!!! I'm so GLAD I was there with you. I can thank Terry and the rest of the Family letting me know. Tell my Dad and the Rest of my Family in Heaven Hi and I MISS and LOVE THEM !!!! I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND !!!!"

"Happy Valentines Day Mom, miss and Love tou always."

"sorry i have no way to send you my thoughts. my computer took a crap. as you seen i blew my test a 2 test. well i just wanted to wish you a happy valentines day, while i had a computer. yes i am using the one at the school. well i love you but i better get back to work. workin on gettin another computer soon. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox "

"Today is our granddaughters 9th birthday. Ally is groein so fast. love you mom."

"well mom its the day before Christmas and nothing has changed. Still carrying around all the blues, my head still pounding from the thoughts of the hurt, the rest of the crowd out and about with out a care in the world, to give a dam about the hell i live each passing day.But as you see i think of you and try to keep in touch because i love you that much. so with this 2014 i wish you a merry christmas, and hope for us a better new year. with all my love i love you mom. P.S and in case i don't get on xmas day Merry Christmas to you."

"Dear Mom Its now 12/13/14. Your grandson Brandon has passed all his test for the railroad. He is now well on his way for a better future for him and his family. Although he had no home to come to due to a bad deal with a bad landlord, he still had his family waitin for his arrival. Things will get better the will find a new home and make a fresh start and fresh memories. You already know all the details cause you can see and hear them from up above. Well I am thinkin of tryin to retake my test at the end of December I hope I pass this time. Not feelin to confident at this time, hope that changes before then. Abby and Cortonna both have birthdays comming up. Abby eill be 4 on the 20th and Cortonna will be 1 on the 23rd. And yes I know I will be 52 dont feel like it thank god. Ricks is gonna be 47/48?? you know. I was never real good with that stuff, barely keep up with my own. And now lookin at it I dont even wanna keep up with it. lol. Love you with all my heart hugs and kisses to you all that is with you that I can not be. But some day soon we will be together again. love you always your Daughter. xoxoxoxoxoxoxox"

"Happy Thanksgiving 2014 Mom. Miss you so much. well Ricks at graces with the two little ones, Jake has to work this afternoon at walmart. Not sure who will stop and vist me today, probly the same as its been since everything fell apart. Although this year i was invited to go eat dinner with shelly, and her boys at aunt lois's house. But i will take alittle something of you with me as i always do. Brandon is on his way to passing his test i know you see that from there. Jess and kids are fine. Coty is workin his butt off so he can get a nice home for the family. All is fine except for me but you know that to. well let you go for now, but will catch up with you later. all my love your daughter"

"HAPPY 69th BIRTHDAY !!!!! Are You The One Making It Snow Today. It Must be The Confetti From Your Birthday Party. HA!HA!My Grandma Is There With You Now. Enjoy Your Day My Friend. I Miss You & I Love You."

"goodmoring and Happy Birthday to you. this will be a short message to you cause i am at work. Brandon is at st Paul minn. tryin to pass his test for the railroad he only has one test left. and that his for today please look over him and give him the power to pass. well love you but gotta go. happy birthday mom. with all my love"

"well mom today is 11/2/2014 your grandon son brandon is headed back to st paul minnisota to finish his testin for the rail road. hope he passes so he will have perment job workin for rail road. will write more later. love you always"

"hey Mom so sorry I typed this all in and some how I lost the first stuff I wrote. Today was the family reuion. It went well as always, not as many showed up this year. Brandon was out of state for his new job and jess and the kids joined him for the weekend. there was some showin off but I don't need to go there w/that you know what i am sayin. Mike and Donna were the only garrsion who showed up Pam and Patricia did not. We launched off some balloons to you all in heaven who could not be with us today.I cried alittle today but that is nothin new. well Mom I love and miss you as always. think I will get off here for now. but if there is anyway you could send me alittle luck my way i sure could use some,love you chat with you later."

"Hey Gram. Terry Couldn't get in here cause I am borrowing her computer. So She wanted me to let you know that yesterday was Wyatt's First birthday. We are having the party today. Brandon got a job with the railroad so he will be leaving for two weeks and we are having a going away party for him. anyway, love you and miss you."

"well Mom today 8/25/14 your eldest grandson Brandon called me with the good news of his landing a job with the railroad. He starts 9/7/14. I am so proud of him. I hope all works out for him and the family.Wyatt turn a year old on the 5th of september and daddy leaves after his party on the 6th. Now hoping for the tides to turn for coty and his little family. Then there is me, hope i pass my test next time around. not sure when i will take it agin. And still struggling to get out on my own. I need not say more as you can see and hear from where ever you are. well i will keep you up dated as things come up oh and chloe had a good birthday party at durant park. it was HOT can not beleive she is 7. love you Mom."

"hello Mom, I know its been awhile since i've been on here but, i try to have plenty to share when i get on here. Your granddaughter Chloe turn 7 this month of August 2014. Your grandson Wyatt will turn 1 in september 2014 and Ally will be 8 in febuary 2015. Wow how brandon and Jessies little ones have grown. and Coty and Nissa's kids well Aiden shares a birthday in Febuary w/ ally they are only a day apart. Then when December rolls around there is Abby on the 20th and Cortanna 23rd of 2015. I still give nissa crap about not havin just one of them on my birthday. Not one of the grandchildren have my middle name, Em does but she could care less about me. I won't even go there cause you can look down and see all the BS that has gone on. I know you could see Rick take out your rose of sharron, but they were becomin a bees haven and makin it hard to mow, in fear of getin stung. I moved some of the hosta plants they were gettin to crowded just fixin up the yard some. Rick and I have agreed to put the house up for sale. Now will see if he changes his mind. No matter I am still leavin so if Rick loses the house he loses his share and mine. And agin I lose for a 2nd time. well Mom I love you w/ all my heart as always. Please keep lookin down on me and in your own way try to guide me as best as you can. I also know. you know some of the thoughts I have been havin. And I know your the reason why I have not pursude my actions. Later Love You"

"HAPPY 4TH OF JULY 2014 MOM I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. sure wish you could have been here to share the moment with me and the kids, it was wyatts 1st 4th. it was well interesting, well kinda wiped so think i will turn in gotta work in the am. somethings never change me working never has. oh it would have been cortanna's first 4th as well we were all split up this year. and rick was down at joe yeggys this year with ambria and austin. another disscusion for another day. love you and miss you always. your daughter Terry."

"well mom its 11:00 pm, finally time to send you the news you are already are aware of. as of 11:30 am your sister, my aunt betty passed away. But i am sure by now you have met her at the golden gate. she will now be with other family members. tell her i will miss her and funnin with her. you will make her laff if you call her soggy bottoms. she will tell you why i called her that. and i know you are aware that on the 7th of this month of june,2014 i missed my boards test by 30 pts. yes i will be taken it agin. and hopefully i will pass since my friends are goin to help me pay for it. because i don't have 199.00 up front. i have made some good friends. well i must go gotta get up early. love you much will chat with you later. love always your daughter Terry."

"well yesterday may 30th we had jake's grad party. you would have been so proud of him. hope now he will make good choices and do great things with his life. taken my boards test this comming saturday hope you will be thinkin of me and bring me some luck. well back to studin love and miss you much. love always your daughter."

"well it is 8mins till midnite almost Mothers Day. wanting you to know your the best mother ever. still miss you more than words can say and want to be near you in so many ways. i have thought of joining you so many times to escape all the craziness you left behind. I Love You Always Happy Mothers Day 2014. :)"

"Happy Easter 2014 Mom. Spending time w/ the kids on there farm. Watched the girls collect there eggs. Held little Wyatt for he is still to little to collect eggs yet this year. Will hope to see Coty and his little family yet today, love you and miss you much. I will get back with you soon. Love always your daughter. XOXOXO"

"Just a little FYI that i did not forget that today 4-14-14 would have been yours and dads anniversary. And i wanna tell you that June 7th is my test date for my massage license. hopein you will bring me luck and you will be sittin right next to me. still tryin hard to make you proud of me. with all my love your daughter Terry"

"well mom its 2 years to the day you went away, no time for good buys and still today my heart still cries. everyone says time heals all wounds, just not mine. I still cry monday - friday I cry on my way to and from work. I cry at nite alone in my bed with all the lovein memories still in my head. I love you always till I draw my last breath, or till there is nothin left. Love always your Daughter Terry. "

"Hi My Friend Pat, It Has Been Two Years Today You Went To Heaven. If Only Heaven Had A Phone. I Miss The Talks and The Visits With You. We Went To Your Sister Mary's Retirement Party Today. It Was Nice Seeing Jake, Liz and Mary. The Picture Mary Had There Of You With Them Was A Good Picture. I Think Of You Everyday. Love Your Friend, Carol :)"

"2/14/14 Happy Valentines Day MOM. It is snowing out side and I am lucky I do not have to work. So I had time to send you this Valentine thought, thinking of you and love you so much. Love always your Daughter XOXOXO. "

"Happy New Year Mom with all my love now and forever. your daughter Terry."

"Merry Christmas mom. As i sit in your room and look at the candel with a photo of you, I realized how blessed i was to have you as a mother and a part of my life. I miss you so much as that has not changed. I love you with every fiber of my being. Merry christmas to my brother and to all i can't see. Love always your daughter Terry."

"Goodmorning mom its the day before christmas, a few things to add we were blessed with a new granddaughter December 23rd coty and Anissia had a little girl 8lbs 3oz. Her name is Cortana she is beautiful almost a xmas baby. so were about to end 2013, hope 2014 is better. I have a poem for you. is the night before christmas and all through the house not a christmas tree or present about. the children have been naughty you see, with argueing and fighting things i am sure you can see. treat me like crap, and dad not much help. Money is tight and me at my wits end hoping 2014 has a better plan. so with these words i try to explian as i write to the end,2014 as gotta have a better plan. love you mom I need help with all thats wrong not sure who to talk to or what to do. hope it comes to me or there is a sign. well i will write to you later.love always your daughter Terry"

"Nov 28th 2013 Happy Thanksgiving Mom. I wanted to make sure I took the time to tell you i am thinking of you. and how thankful and blessed i was to have you in my life,and the others that can not be here today i miss my brother to. I must say things have really gone to hell since my divorce. Another year they all have somewhere to be, Rick just figured out last night that the next day was thanksgiving. Since I lost my home even xmas has been blue, noone ever has any money but its not even really about that i guess. well i will be taken myself out to eat for thanksgiving alone just like last year. you would think even one of my boys would have sujested having dinner w/ me. But when others have always come first why bother changing the game game plan. I miss and love you so much. give everyone i can not see a big hug and kiss from me. I write agin soon love always your daughter Terry"

"hello Mom its saturday the 23rd of November 2013 i finally got my 50 clinical hrs. I just wanted you to know i know your with me everyday. you have been the reason i keep moving forward, and every step i take i know your by my side and watching over me. And you do not judge me as i know i will make mistakes, and i want you to know how i try so hard not to repeat my mistakes and to some day make you proud of me and to be a better person with each day that go's by. love you with all my heart and miss you each and everyday. next stop is boards test. I know study study, i will and i will write you agin soon. xoxoxo love you always your daughter Terry"

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT !!! I Wish You Was Here To Celebrate Your 68Th Birthday. I Sure Miss You. You Always Made Me Laugh. I Think about You Everyday. I found A Penny Yesterday, I Knew It Had To Be From You, So I Got Me A Scratch Off and Used That Penny. Guess What I Didn't Win.:( Coins I Find I Put In A Jar Because They Are From Angels, My Dad, Grandpa & You My Friend. Have A Good Birthday !!! I Miss You And I Love You !!! Love, Your Friend Carol :)"

"GoodMorning Mom. And Happy Birthday to you. its hard to believe your 68. anyway just wanted to wish a special person a special happy birthday and that would be you. got a card from aunt Mary w/ photos taken of family reunion. I split them w/ Rick. Well the 11th was our real 1st snow fall, you know me i am not ready for winter" never am." well i only need 4 more hours then i will have all my clinical hours in, then all i need to do is study for boards test. 5 more weeks or so and nissia and coty will have another addition to there family. i am sure you have been looking down here and heard they are having a girl. well i need to let you go i have to get ready for work, but i will be back to say hi agin real soon. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. and still miss you so love always your daughter Terry."

"hi mom, its september 14th 2013. bobby and anna had another gathering at there house. you would have been surprised mike,donna and patricia from arizona showed up. it was a good time but would have been more fun with you there. aunt joyce, karla, and mike was there and some family i was not sure who they were. just wanted to keep you in the loop and jess got to go this year and baby wyatt. well i will colse for now but will visit you on here agin soon i love and miss you as always love you all so very much. love always your daughter terry."

"Mom, just to let you know we have a new grandson, wyatt delray. Proud parents brandon and jess he was born 9/5/13. I will get to see him later when l get off work love and miss you"

"dear mom, it is july 4th 2013 miss you so much no one hear today all alone. thought i would go fishin this morning just did not have the motivation. it won't be long and it will be dads birthday. tell him i said hi and i will send him a birthday wish soon. love and miss you much love you always your daughter Terry"

"today is 5/27/13 it is memorial day. but i would prefer to call it memory day, i think it sounds a little less final and a little less gloom. i want my memories to happy and joyful. and even so i still miss you more than any thing i could type in to day. the hole in my heart has never closed and no signs that it ever will. love you always mom and miss you and everyone else absent from my life. please give my brother a hug and kiss for me and tell him and dad , and everyone how much they are all missed and send me a sign that you can hear my pleas and cries. love always your daughter till the end of time."

"well today is 5/13/13. i am sending you this i love you letter today saturday. cause sunday is mothers day and i will be planting flowers i bought for you, in your yard. plus i bought stuff for your garden. rick planted corn but he has more to do when he gets back from graces. I should be a grad june 3rd or the 5th. i am not going back to the other place. so this could be one wild ride on life. well as always, i love i miss you i hope you like what i got for your plants bleeding hearts, kinda like how mine feels its doing with you gone, and jacobs latters, something i wish i could get tall enough so i could come to see you. love always your daughter terry."

"well mom i only have about 6 weeks of work, with no chance of going back 14 years in one place is a long time. i should be a grad by june 5th or 8th in the other. also to up date you nissa and jess both are going to be having new babies. i am watching wwe as i am writting to you. well i will let you go for now but i will send you another letter soon. love you with all my heart. your daughter xoxoxo."

"well mom this is easter weekend, things pretty much the same. i finally got all my instructors taken care of now i can start my getting my 50 people. slowly but surely moving forward. well i will close for now must get my sleep i have two people lined up for friday. i love you with all my heart, your daughter terry xoxoxox"

"Hi Pat, A year ago today I was at Terry's to be close to you my Best Friend. I SURE MISS YOU. It seems like it has been much longer than a year. I'm so GLAD I was with you to the end. I MISS YOU & I LOVE YOU MY DEAR FRIEND. 2-23-13"

"Hi mom its your daughter. well its Feb 23rd it is hard to think you have been gone one year today. things for me well there still the same. feeling empty and lost i just don't i will every get over this feeling. I feel I know the true meaning of what love is. when you hold love in your heart you hold it there forever and nothing can take its place. So no matter if love passes through this world, or chooses to go another direction that one person still holds that love in there heart till there time on earth is done. So to me that is real love. well i must go for now, but i will come back soon to send you another i love and miss you letter/note love you and miss ya always your daughter Terry"

"Hi mom well its valentines day 2013. wanted to take a moment to tell you how much i love you and miss you. i went to the store the other day, there was a women in her 70's i over herd her say if her husband was with her, he would have bought her some flowers. so i turned around and picked a bunch payed for them and handed them to her. she looked at me with such surprize and huged me and thanked me. I told her happy early valentines day. and with a quick breath I said if my mom were here would be getting flowers to. because with out adout you were yhe best mom in the world hands down. love you always miss you lots. your daughter Terry.xoxoxoxo"

"well its apx 5hrs to the count down to 2013. everyone had somewhere to be except me. so i made my rounds to the community center where once i was happy and then i drove by the farm. both places the memories flowed through my mind and the tears streamed down my face like a cheap wine from a bottle. so as i sit here i watch wwe with you. so if i don't make the count down i love you always, and here is to 2013."

"well mom its almost xmas, and i could care less. I'am just not happy. and most days i still feel lost and alone. but i will do my best to have a drink for the both of us for the new year. i turn 50 this year and i don't feel any diffrent. i miss getting a card from you among other things like our long talks our joking and just spending time together. mary and liz sent me a card and liz brought me down some flowers for my birthday that was nice of them. and yes i did say thank you. well i guess i better go for now love you with all my heart. hugs and kisses to you and all that i can not be with. i will write agin soon. love you always and forever your daughter terry"

"12/11/12 well looks like its just you and me this year for Christmas. Rick has desided to go to his "girlfriends". and if you can see and hear whats going on then i don't have to exsplain myself. well mom i love you and i will get back to you on or before christmas. love you with all my heart."

"good morning mom its 11/22/12 thanksgiving day. and to let you know i am thinking of you. I will do my best to get through this day. and while having your dinner with the lord please give hugs and kisses to all who are with you and tell them i love them all so very much. love you always your daughter terry."

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT !!!!! Hope you Have a GOOD one. I know if you was here we would be going to the casino. That is what I'm going to do. Wish me LUCK, I know you will be there with me. Have FUN celebrating your Birthday with your Family and also with my Dad, Grandpa and the rest of my Family. I SURE MISS YOU !!! You would be so HAPPY what Terry & Rick has done to your house inside. It is NICE. I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND !!!! :)"

"11/14/12 well today is your birthday, just wanted you to know I did not forget about you. and your only 67 today. well with all my love your daughter Terry. "

"mom i am finally trying to make something out of my life hope it works out for me. and hope i can still make you proud of me, wish you were here to give me the support i need, but i know your looking over me. please keep me from falling on my face love you always your daughter."

"mom its 9/20/12 while looking down on me today, you saw me take another trying hit today my home is now no longer mine. the last of the things I treasured are gone. but you were with me today as i closed the deal. I miss you so much agin with words that can not explain. And you also know I will be starting school soon in hopes to embark on another adventure. And I hope this one will be the best one ever. Love You and Miss You so Very Much. Love Always Your Daughter Terry."

"well mother as far as i know you are having coffee w/ aunt kathy. things are getting real bad down here for us. i hope things get better soon. we all miss her as much as we miss everyone up there say hi to uncle jr. dad, scott, kathy, denny,grandma, grandpa on both sides of the familys and anyone else i may have missed. love you w/ all my heart. your daughter always terry."

"mom i am trying to keep you up on all current events. i wanted you to know i took our that we planned to take together. you would have loved it. I wrote a message in the sand to you. took that trip last week of june 2012. checked out the school, but did not care much for the traffic. but good news i will be going to school i iowa with nissa. i hpoe i can finish what i start so you can be proud of me. the farm has sold, where i go from here i don't know. love you always talk to you soon love always your daughter Terry."

"mom, it is memorial day 2012 just wanted to let you know how much i love you and miss you. this is also for scott and dad. if this is away of keeping in touch w/ you then i will as often as i can. Love you always your daughter Terry."

"Mom it is Mothers day May 13th 2012. I am thinking of you, and all the time we have spent together. I miss you so much that words don't even come close to how I feel.just want you know I Love you so much and you are still the worlds greatist mom. Love you always your daughter Terry. "

"mom its only 9 days from mothers day 2012. I am not sure how I will get through this day. I miss you so much. each day that passes by gets harder and harder for me.I will keep on moving forward cause I know that's what you would want me to do. I love you with all my heart your daughter Terry."

"Terry, Rick and family; You are in our thoughts and prayers. We're grateful for the wonderful memories and the time we spent time with Aunt Patty. Sorry we couldn't be there to comfort you. We love and miss you. If there's anything we can do, please call us. "

"To Terry & Rick Fox (and Family) - My condolences on the loss of your Mother. Though I never met her, I felt I knew her threw the kind words and funny stories you have shared with me. She raised you both very well and was a wonderful person. I know you will miss her deeply, I will keep you in my prayers. Do not forget to turn to Jesus during this time of sadness - He can provide more support than you can even imagine. Feel free to contact me if there is something I can do. Whether it be a shoulder or if you need a giggle to relieve your mind. Be strong! Sincerely - "

"We all feel for your loss. We have all enjoyed hearing the great stories from our Cousin Pat or even being around her laughter while visiting there and here in Arizona. We all have so many great memories. We will miss your mom. love and prayers are with you. Michael Garrison and all from Arizona."

"My condolences terry am really sorry what happened to your mom.my prayers for u and your family."

"I'm so sorry for your loss. This is a hard part of life that none of us like."

"To the family of Patricia Fox, I worked with Pat at Plasticraft for almost 6 years and will always remember what a wonderful lady she was. She would come to my office on a break or I'd see her in the warehouse and she always had a smile on her face and something to talk about. She will be missed but He had a greater plan for her in Heaven than here. My prayers are with all of you."

"Rick & Terry and Family, I was so LUCKY to met your Mom and been friends with her for 23 years. She was a GREAT woman. I will MISS going yard saleing, casino & fishing with her. I have alot of GOOD MEMORIES. She was alot of FUN. I'm always here for you guys. Love Your Friend, Carol"

"So sorry for your loss. Aunt Patty was a wonderful woman and was a true blessing to all the lives she touched. She will be greatly missed!"

"Terry- I am so sorry to hear about your mothers passing. You are in my prayers, keep your head up high. Just think of all the happy times you have had with her. Hang in there girl!!! Lots of hugs!"

"Rick and Terry, I'm so sorry to hear about your mom, you have my deepest condolences. I have many fond memories of all of you in the 70's growing up on Oneida St. You will be in my prayers. Cindy(Dale) Harris,Melissa,Mike,&Mark !"

"Terry sorry to hear about your mother. My thoughts are with you and your family."

"Pat, I will dearly miss talking to you and hearing your laughter. I will also miss you voicing your opinion when it mattered. You stood up for what was right and wasn't afraid to speak up and make a few people think twice before they were to make u mad. I admired you for being so brave in the end, but I know our Lord and Savior had other plans for you. So Pat save me a place up there because when its my time we will have a lot of catching up to do. Love you always Pat, your Friend Nancy Long"

"I am so sorry about Pat. I will keep her in my memory and heart. I always loved coming to Iowa to see everyone and sure did have good times. Here I am 51 years old now and to this day I still think of all the good times... love y'all and miss y'all"

"Rick, Jake and family. So sorry to hear of your loss. Please know that we are thinking of you and hold you up in prayer."